Cute Devil
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~ I'VE FAILED!!!!" ~
Tuesday, March 29, 2011 | 8:54 AM | 0 star
br masuk 2 tahun i bekerja...tp disebabkan i terlepas pandang... i da terpaksa menghantar seorang student ke klinik untuk rawatan.. yg menjadi lebih masalah ialah student tu injured... nk dijadikan crite.. arini i latih bdak koir utk karnival mggu dpn... punya lah pulun nk bg perfect smpai terlepas pandang budak jagaan i.. tgh syok melatih budak..tetbe ada budak jerit kate kawan die mulut berdarah i igt mulut bdk tu berdarah sbb panas... tp xmgkin coz darah yg menitis teramat lah byk..smpai i nk pitam tgk darah yg byk.. den tnye die sape buat..die ckap kawan die xsengaja n jgn salahkan die.. tp i still xpuas ati coz tatau cite sbnar... so mnta pertolongan en beduru utk investigate.. rupenyer bdk ni tergunting bibir kawan die... cuak tenuk i td.. seb bek en beduru sgt rasional dan tenang... trus en beduru menyuruh i lapor kes ni pd HEM den pihak HEM mnta i called parents bdk ni... seb bek gak parents die ni ok... so after called parents die... i pn terus ke klinik kesihata utk mendapatkan rawatan utk bdk ni... dlm hati xhabis2 i menyumpah diri sendiri kenapa i terlepas pandang budak berdua yg duduk di belakang tiang...n apa bende yg dieorg buat i xnmpk... sampai klinik..i truz tnyer doc whether bdk ni kne jahit x bibir die.. doc dgn tenang ckap..xpyah..bkn teruk pn.. tp papehal kne inject gak la... after amik ubat kt farmasi.. kami anta bdk ni ke rumah.... sepangjang perjalanan ke rumah bdk ni.. air mata i xhenti2 mengalir mengenangkan keterlepasan pandang i... n xhenti2 gak i mnta maaf pd mak bdk ni... klo i jd mak bdk ni pn i akan rasa xpuas ati gak... sigh...again...i've let myself down... i've failed my own job... n im truly hate myself... haih...n now i tgh pk plak apelah hukuman yg bkal i kene nnti... all i can do now is juz pray 4 myself... ~ HARD TIMES ~
Monday, March 28, 2011 | 5:23 AM | 0 star
tgh melalui saat2 getir skarang ni....bkn saja utk devil malah seluruh team tgh mengalami saat2 yg sgt getir skang ni... mental da almost say no to everything n body da xmmpu nk tanggung lg dah.. come on team!!!!we can do tis!!!! i rase sgt beruntung mendpt team yg sgt supportive... our team bkn sj supportive dr segi kerje malah sgt memahami kemampuan masing2 n 4 tat i m truly thankful... thank you so much pn DD..my dear KROHH2 n BEDURU.... without u guys..things werent b da same... ~ DEAR WEEKEND ~
Wednesday, March 23, 2011 | 9:32 AM | 0 star
dear weekend...tolong lah dtg cpat sket... i da tersangat penat da ni... everyday g keje kul 645am n blik msti kul 5 @ 6... selain my core duty, i have to dance smpai badan da skit2.. blik uma pn dapat rest kejap coz keje perlu disettlekn... blom abez siap 1 keje da dtg keje lain... plzzz weekend... i really nid u badly... i wanna enjoy every second of u... n i pomiz u i wont work tis coming weekend... i wanna b wif u... juz u my dear weekend.... ~ GRENADE ~
Friday, March 18, 2011 | 6:06 AM | 2 star
Easy come, easy go That's just how you live, oh Take, take, take it all, But you never give Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss, Had your eyes wide open Why were they open? Gave you all I had And you tossed it in the trash You tossed it in the trash, you did To give me all your love is all I ever asked, Cause what you don't understand is I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah) You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain, Yes, I would die for ya baby; But you won't do the same No, no, no, no Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you're from Mad woman, bad woman, That's just what you are, yeah, You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car Gave you all I had And you tossed it in the trash You tossed it in the trash, yes you did To give me all your love is all I ever asked Cause what you don't understand is I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah) You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain, Yes, I would die for ya baby; But you won't do the same If my body was on fire, ooh You’ d watch me burn down in flames You said you loved me you're a liar Cause you never, ever, ever did baby... But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah) You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain, Yes, I would die for ya baby; But you won't do the same. No, you won’t do the same, You wouldn’t do the same, Ooh, you’ll never do the same, No, no, no, no ~ IS IT DA BEGINING OF A FAIRY TALE OR DA END OF MY NIGHTMARE ~
| 5:21 AM | 2 star
there r things in my life where i really do not understand at all... there r times in my life where i nid to get away from everything... but most of da time i juz dun care at all.... i think tis is da time in my life where i really have to make da decision.... wat kind of decision??? looks like i have to really work on it.. i noe tis is a big MOVE for me..but den again its 4 da best.... all i can do is hoping n praying 4 da best... so..tis is da begining of my fairy tale n also my nightmare... but im ready 4 da challange... im ready to take da risk... not 4 long..i'll b back b4 u noe it blog... i promise i will keep writing to u eventho im burried wif work.. sigh..its time to prepare...its da time 4 battle... ~ SEMESTER BREAK ~
Thursday, March 10, 2011 | 11:20 PM | 1 star
cuti dtg lg....klo dulu abiz keje jer truz nek bas blik kl... klo dulu x cuti pn i da gelepor nk blik cuti... klo dulu i la org yg menghitung hari bile nk buti... tp now.... semua org pelik... even cleaner pn pelik kerut dahi ngn i... ape da jd??? soalan mereka senang jer... and i jawab pn senang jer.. tp semua org kerut dahi n xpercaya ngn jwapan i... i pn pelik ape yg pelik sgt klo i xblik... biler da terlalu commit ngn keje org pelik n bile x commit pn org berkata... xphm la i... yes...mmg i xblik cuti semester kali ni... y??? 1st...my parents nk dtg holiday kt jb... 2nd...i kne kejer time cuti...byk lg yg terbengkalai... 3rd....blik cuti pn ada ape....xder org pn kt uma tu.. so kesimpulannyer bek duk kt uma sndiri.. at least cyap gak keje yg remeh n xremeh tu... td pn sblum kuar lunch da bertimbun bos bg keje... homework katenyer... i terima dgn senyuman sbb xder alasan i nk tolak sbb bos da anta kursus n boss yg byarkan kursus tu... in order nk blas jasa boss so i terima kerja dengan senyuman yg paling manis utk u boss... p/s : selamat bercuti warga tasek utara!!!!!may u guys have a blast holiday.... |
