Cute Devil
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MY SELFISHNESS
Sunday, November 14, 2010 | 9:55 AM | 1 star
hahaha..double post..my recent trip to kl..... just arrived jb from kl at 9pm... i blik kl after dner @ Grand BlueWave Hotel at 1230am den blik uma amik beg n straight to kl ALONE agak scary at 1st but bile da start journey dgn diiring doa dan lagu yg menyentuh jiwa..semua seems to b just fine... tis is bcoz dgn driving memberi 1 ketenangan pd jiwa i... blik kl dengan harapan dpt menyelesaikan 1 kekusutan yg sedang melanda perhubungan kami.... sepanjang perjalanan otak xberhenti memikirkan apakah kesudahan kekusutan ni.. its been a while since our last talk..n since den we never had a deep talk wif each other... sampai kl@desa bangsawan around 4am...xpk ape da truz serbu katil bagai acimau terkam mangsenyer..wahahaha... da next day..we went to midvalley..niat nk beli hadiah buffday our best fwend tp sempat gak shopping barang sendiri..sigh...beli barang sampai xigt dunia..pakai amik jer...da byar br tingat yg tis month i have to save a lot. we had our early dner at Delicious... it was really fun for all of us.. blik umah lepak jap den kuar supper wif my fwend n my sister at mamak stall nearby. smpai uma around 130am... igt nk tdo..den we decided to have a deep talk.. so..bermula la episode yg i nnti kan walaupun debar didada ckup watkan 1 rumah terjage..heheh.. selama ni i igtkan u r da 1 yg being unfair but den again i was wrong... sigh...im being selfish all tis while...now i noe..kt sni i nmpk pentingnyer 2ways communication.. it is hard 4 me to say tis but...i admit..now tat im far from u i cant do nothing much 4 u anymore... relationship is all about being there wen ur partner needed da most walaupun tanpa sebarang kata..cukup dengan hanya berada disamping partner kite tu...n i pn fhm tat i cant always b there wen u needed me da most.. walaupun phone can work us both ways but da "presence" tat count..im sorry b...i terlupa hakikat yg i da jauh dr u n i fhm u pn perlukan sum1 to look after u...its just tat i love u soo much smpai i terlupa u pn manusia biasa yg memerlukan perhatian n kasih sayang.. its ok...walaupun i sebenarnyer luka parah ngn decision kite kerana i sygkan u n our relationship i agree wif it.. it will take time to heal but sooner or later we have to face it.. thanx b...thank you for loving me n owez being there 4 me...its been a wonderful 5 years wif u... bertuah sape yg dpt u..u senang utk dijage xbyk songeh..hehehe...cume sgt cheeky.. hopefully ur new lover can accept me s fwend s well... i really dun wan 2 lose u....cant afford to lose u anymore b... and i juge sentiasa akan mendoakan kebahagian both of u... ....IM A LONELY DEVIL.... but still bersyukur 2 have u s my best fwend hope u wont forget me b....... Thank You For Loving Me lyrics Songwriters: Bon Jovi, Jon; Sambora, Richard; It's hard for me to say the things I want to say sometimes There's no one here but you and me And that broken old street light Lock the doors We'll leave the world outside All I've got to give to you Are these five words when I Thank you for loving me For being my eyes when I couldn't see for Parting my lips when I couldn't breathe Thank you for loving me Thank you for loving me I never knew I had a dream Until that dream was you When I look into your eyes The sky's a different blue Cross my heart I wear no disguise If I tried, you'd make believe That you believed my lies Thank you for loving me For being my eyes when I couldn't see For parting my lips when I couldn't breathe Thank you for loving me You pick me up when I fall down You ring the bell before they count me out If I was drowning you would part the sea And risk your own life to rescue me, yeah Lock the doors Leave the world outside All I've got to give to you Are these five words when I Thank you for loving me For being my eyes oh, when I couldn't see You parted my lips when I couldn't breathe Thank you for loving me When I couldn't fly Oh, you gave me wings You parted my lips when I couldn't breathe Thank you for loving me Thank you for loving me Thank you for loving me Oh for loving me |
