Cute Devil
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~ COUNTING DA DAYS ~
Thursday, December 16, 2010 | 11:36 PM | 0 star
im not counting da days nk kawen or watsoever... im counting baki hari cuti i yg tinggal... xlame da..on da 27th da stat keje blik da... sigh...tatau pe prasaan saat ni... ikan masak sweet sour or maybe kari basi...ngeeee.. dulu time tgh blaja xsbr sgt nk keje so tat i can live happily wif my love ones... but now everything r not da way i've dreamed of... but hey...tats wat we called life.. life doesnt owez go ur way rite??? tru it all...i did manage to fulfill half of wat i owez wanted... all praise to Allah S.W.T atas rezeki yg diberikan... cuti kali ni byk giler dugaan n cobaannyer.. terutama dr segi penerimaan... otak ni da x function ngn betul da.. jap sgt rasional...5 saat kang da lintang pukang balik.. its hard 4 me n i noe it is damn hard 4 u.. i dun even have da words to describe rite now... every single word doesnt seem to fit in any situation.. my head cant handle da thinking process im having rite now.. ala...sbnarnye senang je..just 4get it n let it b la... biar la dear nk pilih sape pn...i kn kawan dear.... tp tu semua senang untuk sang mulut berkata-kata.. i repeat SENANG UNTUK SANG MULUT BERKATA-KATA... tp untuk si hati i ni...susah uholz... bila hati da sayang... sape yg ada jwapan utk kenyataan i ni??? hehhehehe...sape bg jwapan i ada advance jawapan blik... i really appreciate tat u wanna help me..but den again, its easy 4 u to say...try to put urself in my shoe...can u handle it??? im a taurus girl... taurus mmg terkenal ngn sifat degilnyer.. juga terkenal dgn sifat mmg sgt susah nk push taurus person utk berubah.. sama ada taurus person ni jd org yg terakhir berubah ataupun xkn berubah langsung... but s 4 me...sedikit sebanyak i da berjaya menyangkal kenyataan tu... dalam masa 5tahun ni byk da i try to improve myself.. repeating silly mistakes tu..walaupun byk kali tp im learning to get back on my feet again... tp utk situasi kali ni..i still havent got a clue how to deal with it yet... SIGH............... |
