Cute Devil
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~ UNHAPPY MODE ~
Thursday, May 12, 2011 | 12:07 AM | 0 star
saat ni...perasaan..hati..emosi sgt xstabil....sgt ingin menangis... tp xbley sbb my student r in front of me... have to b strong in front of dem walaupun sbnarnyer i mmg sgt rapuh.. memalukan diri sendiri disebabkan student da slalu rase da... tp arini lain plak rase sedeynyer... klo br praktis semalam or seminggu xpe la klo xok pn.. ni dah la praktis da dkt sebulan n everyday plak tu... yet still korg wat sambil lewa jer... sedey sgt...make me looks like im a loser... sigh....xkesahlah tu... saat n ketika ini sgt ingin bercakap dgn org yg sgt rapat dgn i... tp... 1 kes ni keadaan sekeliling die sgt la bising..so agk uncomfortable sket... kes kedua n ketiga ni sama jer..kes xangkat tepon... haih...sudahnyer ckap je la ngn blog ni alone in music room... i cume nk bercakap jer...nk relief my stress... i cube sedaya upaya utk think positive dgn dugaan n cabaran yg i hadapi.. tp utk ketika ini emosi dan mental sgt xstabil n rapuh... plzzz dear god..help me get tru tis... tamau berfeeling yg mcm ni... maybe im just tired... hmmm...i think i better get some rest... hopefully after resting all da burdens will fade away... |
