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~ bila rase hati yg dipendam reveals (part 1) ~
Sunday, July 17, 2011 | 8:23 AM | 0 star
lame rasenyer x online...its all bcoz of my lappy rosak... dunno wat happen sampai nk on pn xdpt.. mybe ada di antara yg akan ckap g la anta repair.. mmg la..tp..percaya x klo i ckap mase utk i tdo pn xder.. xcaye kan??tp tulah hakikatnyer... badan da sgt pnat..energy da drain..skang ni im waiting 4 a miracle to happen... wat kind of miracle???i pn tatau... malas nk berharap...wat penat jer... umah ada washing machine..tp baju terpakse anta dobi sbb i da xlarat nk basuh den sidai n lipat or hang.. sgt xmasuk akal kn?? demam???dah byk kali demam da...doc pn da malas nk bg ubat coz i mmg xsempat nk mkn.. my daily meal da x teratur...dyhydrate...sikit lg nk kne mental illness.... emosi xstabil.. sebenarnyer ape pekerjaan i ni??? i mmg suke ngn event yg baru kami dpt...tp kerje2 sampingan yg berlambak2 membuatkn i bertambah pnat... talking about commitment....nape hanye sesetengah org jer yg snggup bg commitment??? event ko...tp ko g bercuti ngn laki ko...kami????tdo xckup...pnat yg tah bile akan hilang.... bukan nk mengungkit tp...sedih bile mengenangkan... i mmg ikhlas bile i wat keje yg telah diamanahkan cume terkilan hati bile dpt tau ke mane hilangnyer org yg pttnye berada di situ... kadang2 terpikir gak utk jd mcm sorang hamba allah ni.. sgt berkira ngn tugasnyer...bile time bertugas br wat keje selebihnya..." ada aku kesah".. tp kang klo i wat..xder bezenye i ni dgn org yg i terkilan tu... mungkin gak semua ni akan berlaku pd i bile i da kawin kot... who noes rite???coz according to karma..wat goes around comes around.... speaking of karma... for those who may concern...im so sorry... i admitt mmg i sgt kejam tp its better tis way.... n 4 those yg sgt memahami...thank u soo much... i wont ask 4 more coz i cant afford it... ~ to be continued ~ |