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~HAPPY 2011~
Friday, December 31, 2010 | 10:16 AM | 1 star
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!its 2011 already... klo dulu time study cm syok je nk celebrate new year.. now da keje, xrase pe pn.. walaupn its new year..but it seems juz like b4... nothing is gonna change juz my age bertambah...heheheh tis year i dun want to plan anything or berazam utk apepn... i will only follow da flow of my solitary life.. yeah..its a sad new year 4 me...apart from being away from my family n fwends, im in a mess of my own life... cume satu je i berharap..... 'tuhan tolonglah perbaiki hidup hamba mu ini... berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk teruskan kehidupan ku ini.. permudahkanlah segala rezeki dan urusan ku... berikanlah kebahagiaan kepada keluarga Hj Ahmad Shah dn Hjh Fauziah Hanim eratkanlah persahabatan kami yang telah terjalin sejak dulu dan tuhan kirimkanlah aku "seseorang" yang baik hati..yang mencintai aku apa adanya... hanya itu yang ku pinta....' ~AMEEN~ ~BACK TO LEGEND~
Monday, December 27, 2010 | 2:02 AM | 2 star
im back in JB to start my work... arghhh!!!to early i say!!! at 1st i tot being away from u wud b easier but wen im away...i misz u so damn much.. sampai demam da pn..wahahha.... today i shud b working n attending meetings.. but my fever, cough n heavy flu keep me in bed all day.. i m so hungry but each food i chew tastes like garbage.. yucksszz... i went to clinic n have to wait almost 2 hours 4 da doctor.. in da clinic meet sumbody at work la plak..haish.. den untill now i was wondering y on earth nk cek org demam tat patient have to lie down.. luckily dat doctor give me mc without me asking or begging him.. n now im in my house .. watching tv on my pink sofa.. update my blog,, but all of this i cant help n stop myself from thinking of u... ~ DA RETURNS OF MY BELOVED PARENTS ~
Sunday, December 19, 2010 | 9:33 AM | 0 star
today is da day!!!! im really happy... no words can describe wen i saw my parents face.... sampai x smpat nk snap pics.. heheheheh... welcome home mama n baba!!!!! almost 2 months i didnt see dem luckily da fon work us both ways... thanks god dey r safe n sound.... love u guys so damn much!!! ~ DA DEVIL N DA FEELINGHIJACKERS ~
| 9:29 AM | 0 star
last saturday was a great day 4 me..went out wif feelinghijackers.. tat morning morning..hmm not really morning actly... we woke up and feelinghijackers ask me out to accompany her to klcc.. i was happy coz its been a while we didnt go out just da both of us.. feelinghijackers wanted to settle da bills at klcc... s we reached there we r hungry n we searched 4 a place to dine.. at 1st we wanted to eat at da food court but tat place was cramp wif ppl... thank u feelinghijackers coz understands me tat i have a bit prob wif place tat crowded.. so we decided to find another place.. den feelinghijackers choose tis place... ~nyum..nyum..nyum..~ we ordered without wasting anytime coz we r damn hungry... ngeee.... ~ feelinghijackers's meal ~ ~ da devil's meal ~ after brunch, we head to where we shud b...maxis centre den we search 4 pants 4 feeling hijackers.. sadly we didnt manage to find it... den we head back home coz i was not feeling well tat day... overall..eventho 4 u guys tat read my blog tot tis post was nothing 2 u but tis particular day means a W.O.R.L.D to me... thanks my beloved feelinghijackers... thank u 4 da treat too... love u soo much!!!! MUAAACKSZZZZZ ~ HUNGRY FACE..~ ~ ALMOST FINISH AFTER FEW SECS...NGEE ~ Bee Gees- How Can You Mend A Broken Heart
Saturday, December 18, 2010 | 11:46 AM | 0 star
please tell me how to mend this broken heart.... i really nid to mend my heart badly... yes..im crashed badly n im in agony... theres no words to describe n nothing to describe anymore.. i cud only see n let da tears flows down on my cheeks.. i shud have prepared myself 4 this.. but i let myself get comfortable with wat i have... i tot i cud handle this.. but every single time i face this matter.. i cant help myself.. i noe im making this hard 4 that person.. but sorry dear..its really hard 4 me... i keep blaming myself 4 this n of coz i keep blaming u n that new person... plzz dear god..help me.. i dun wanna b a friend that crying over my own friend happiness... my dear is happy rite now..y cant i join that happiness s well i wanna b happy too...y is that so impossible rite now??? shall i dissappear n return wen im ready or shall i stay?? p/s: dear..if u read this post..plzz dun judge me..this is my feeling..honestly..im trying my very best to accept da fact but 4 this time being i lose to my own feelings...all those words that come from ur heart n mouth used to be 4 me..but now..its hers...tell her how lucky she is to have u..u r such a wonderful person i've ever known..but dun u ever worry coz i'll be rite here waiting n b here 4 u...u noe where to find me...i'll b waiting... ~ COUNTING DA DAYS ~
Thursday, December 16, 2010 | 11:36 PM | 0 star
im not counting da days nk kawen or watsoever... im counting baki hari cuti i yg tinggal... xlame da..on da 27th da stat keje blik da... sigh...tatau pe prasaan saat ni... ikan masak sweet sour or maybe kari basi...ngeeee.. dulu time tgh blaja xsbr sgt nk keje so tat i can live happily wif my love ones... but now everything r not da way i've dreamed of... but hey...tats wat we called life.. life doesnt owez go ur way rite??? tru it all...i did manage to fulfill half of wat i owez wanted... all praise to Allah S.W.T atas rezeki yg diberikan... cuti kali ni byk giler dugaan n cobaannyer.. terutama dr segi penerimaan... otak ni da x function ngn betul da.. jap sgt rasional...5 saat kang da lintang pukang balik.. its hard 4 me n i noe it is damn hard 4 u.. i dun even have da words to describe rite now... every single word doesnt seem to fit in any situation.. my head cant handle da thinking process im having rite now.. ala...sbnarnye senang je..just 4get it n let it b la... biar la dear nk pilih sape pn...i kn kawan dear.... tp tu semua senang untuk sang mulut berkata-kata.. i repeat SENANG UNTUK SANG MULUT BERKATA-KATA... tp untuk si hati i ni...susah uholz... bila hati da sayang... sape yg ada jwapan utk kenyataan i ni??? hehhehehe...sape bg jwapan i ada advance jawapan blik... i really appreciate tat u wanna help me..but den again, its easy 4 u to say...try to put urself in my shoe...can u handle it??? im a taurus girl... taurus mmg terkenal ngn sifat degilnyer.. juga terkenal dgn sifat mmg sgt susah nk push taurus person utk berubah.. sama ada taurus person ni jd org yg terakhir berubah ataupun xkn berubah langsung... but s 4 me...sedikit sebanyak i da berjaya menyangkal kenyataan tu... dalam masa 5tahun ni byk da i try to improve myself.. repeating silly mistakes tu..walaupun byk kali tp im learning to get back on my feet again... tp utk situasi kali ni..i still havent got a clue how to deal with it yet... SIGH............... HERE WITHOUT U ....
| 4:18 AM | 0 star
Here Without You lyrics A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me, yeah The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl it's only you and me Everything I know and anywhere I go It gets hard but it won't take away my love And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh ~MY TRIP TO BATU KURAU, TAIPING~
Wednesday, December 15, 2010 | 9:39 AM | 0 star
trip to taiping!!!!yay!!!! a bit nerves at 1st but den it turn out to b a VERY exciting trip... my trip to taiping untuk meraikan adik iffa berkhatan... utk org perak cm kami ni..mmg akn ada kenduru yg lebih kurang sama grand ngn majlis kawin.. maljis ni dimulakan dengan tahlil pada sebelah pagi... selepas tahlil acara berarak dengan paluan kompang...adik iffa duduk atas bahu sepupu iffa da berarak... selepas tu..adiknya bersanding atas pelamin..lengkap dengan tengkolok k uholsz..kekwat sgt... semua ni permintaan adiknyer sendiri..hehehhe..kecik2 da pndai demand..tp sgt cute..bak pahlawan.. kampung iffa di batu kurau nyaman n indah.. tp nk mndi tu sgt bercinta coz ayo nyer sejuk kemain kome oi..hehehhe it was full of fun... ~pelamin yg grand~ ~oopps..aunty xready lg..ngee~ ~REDBOX FRENZY~
| 9:25 AM | 0 star
Bulan ni saja da dua kali i melangkah ke redbox...heheheh... 1st time ngan ekhsan n herry jamil... 2nd time plak wif my sis a.k.a ain n her bf a.k.a lan.. both karok at redbox pavillion.. wah..kekwat uholsz...heheheh now let me story mory bout da 1st trip... da 1st trip to redbox bersama ekhsan n herry jamil... setelah tu kami ke jln ipoh utk membeli sesuatu dan pada sebelah malamnyer kami ke lcct mengambil terence dan trus shot ke JB kerana pada keesokan harinyer kami akan ke Singapore...den da next day kami ke Melaka n kami berpisah di sana kerana i mengikut my sis blik kl malam tu gak.. ~devil in da house~ ~meet ekhsan n herry~ ~da food tag~ ~da devil is tired~ ~drizzling in kl~ my 2nd trip to redbox plak wif ain n lan... after karok session...kami shopping at pavillion.. buying gifts 4 my b.... ain plak bought make-up 4 her... da best part is...i have to charge my card 4 her coz theres some prob wif her card... but den try kt tempat lain bley plak card minah tu.. huish..menangis gak i kt situ...huhhuhuhu.... ~da devil's enemy n also beloved sister~ ~outside pavi~ ~da devil n da witch~ SEKITAR MAJLIS YM RAJA INTAN YUHANEZ RAJA ABDUL AZIZ
| 8:47 AM | 2 star
im back!!!!hehhehehe..lame rasenye x update blog...ok...ni antara aktiviti sepanjang bulan Disember... my 1st activities r...... attending yong's wed in Ipoh wif my siblings n their partner n fwends.... bermula dr JB singgah KL untuk amik org dan kami terus ke Ipoh.... journey yg sgt memenatkan tp berbaloi coz it was full of fun... sampai Ipoh kami disambut dengan mesra oleh tuan rumah.... oleh kerana da siap2 pkai pakaian formal di KL jd kami cume duduk sementara tunggu majlis akad nikah pada malam tu... majlis nmpk simple tp grand sbb rmai sedare mare dan sahabat handai pengantin yg hadir. pengantin pula mmg cun n hot so lg la nmpk grand.. da next day majlis resepsi pula...lg ramai yg dtg... yg paling best majlis sebelah malamnyer.... adik kepada pengantin iaitu YM RAJA ANEZ INTANTIANA RAJA ABD AZIZ membuat surprise utk yong kesayanganyer... surprisenyer ialah mini show dibantu oleh mirul n raj yg dijemput khas dr JB... tp malangnyer me n dayah xsempat nk tgk smpai habis show tu coz we've got bus to catch to kedah... tp papepn kami sempat tgk rehearsal..... overall majlis berjalan dengan sangat meriah...... semoga yong n abg ezal berbahagia selalu dan perkhawinan mereka dirahmati allah s.w.t...ameen... ~me n da girls~ ~tgh drive sempat lg posing~ ~devil's quick pose~ ~my best fwend a.k.a dayah~ ~yong n abg ezal~ ~selamat pengantin baru~ ~sound check~ ~ b getting ready to rock da nite~ ~b again~ UPLOADING DA UPDATES
Friday, December 3, 2010 | 5:22 AM | 0 star
DA DEVIL IS UPDATING HER LAIR... NEW POST WILL POSTED SOON... BCOZ DA DEVIL IS BUSY SHOPPING... |